Tuesday, September 29, 2009

gone for awhile.

last year around this time i was planning on being in San Francisco and trying to forget all the things that were going wrong around me.

now i'm just trying to not to be crushed by loved ones who are dying, my parents' declining health, friends who are suffering, and the realization that i've failed at being the person i'd like to be in some fundamental ways.

it's no different than anyone else, really, but i guess i just don't have the steam to do any of this anymore.

i've archived older posts. i'm trying to decide what i want to do with my work and everything i've created up to this point.

i know there are some people who have kept in touch with me through here and if anyone would like to find where i've archived older posts, needs to contact me, wants links to other web presences that i may keep up, or anything else. . . just drop me an email at cooteradkins@gmail.com

i'll leave you with this awful, emo-looking photo i took on my ex's couch the other day. this is the shit i've been creating since i've not used my camera in ages. be lucky i'm sparing you.


the only photo i've taken in weeks.

take care of each other.

5 comments:

Tiffany said...

If you need me, you know how to find me.

Jaybird said...

Bummer, man. Take care of yourself. You've got my email if you need it.

Leah Sinclair said...
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Bob lockwood said...

I'm sorry you're going to stop doing this. I've really enjoyed the variety, energy and insight (to an English boy like me) of your posts and photos for about a year now. All the best with life.

Library Vixen said...

hey love...
I hope you are not going to stop photographing.? Sometimes when the shit gets bad is when the best work happens.
thoughts and love.
lv

They seem to like it.